Melodrama

I'm so lonely and don't feel that there is anyone out there who I relate too
It feels like I adapt to suit other people, I become someone else- that is why I couldn't talk to that girl because I don't know where she stands and what persona I need to adopt to get into her pants. Is she a crazy kookster or a mainstream drunk gal?

I woke up feeling ill and for a period today it passed, but that feeling has returned with avengence and is holding me to ransom.