Monday, 16 March 2009

itchier eachyear

where am I going?
what am I doing?
who am I doing this for?

leaving uni is not my most pressing concern but it's monstrous head is rearing once again, just as two politics essays do so- no coincidence. I need to learn to take the rough with the smooth but to be honest I'm at a stage in my life where I don't need to do anything i don't want to. People think that that's life, you have to do a job you hate, be a 9-5 and it's inevitable. I don't want that to be true for me, if I start out in life making choices for myself then it's possible that I won't get stuck in a job cooping me up, stunting who I am. I want this to be true so badly.
Uni is simply another step towards 9-5 it's like a last blow out before the years of crap. So having said all that I should probably leave, but I don't want to give up and leave everything I've built here.

the thing about legends is,



sometimes they're true.

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